hopefully I'll be here for a while...

From where should I start?
I met a woman.. to be honest it wasn't a true meeting, but one day I found  out that she was in my life all the time. Even though she, neither me doesn't know about our egsistance.. Most important is that she IS, and she told me to live. To get back here and try to rebirth between people whom I admire, understand and not afraid to. It's Your fault I'm here darling tyleoile
The true is that I've been hiding from people since year 2006. NOw I know that I was a fool. But.. nothing happenes without a reason.
Now I'm here and I want to thank you. I want to thank you for all your kind words you send to me and I was so blind to them I'm ashamed of that all my silence and beeing blind (nomen omen).
I returned here, to life and I found 2,017 Deviations, 726 Messages, 17 Notes.... . wow.. that was something :!: I tried to read every post.. I wanted every question to be answered.. But I'm too lazy( I'm a bad girl
I found out that deviant became a really hudge portal, and more or less a martymonial one Forinstance - Karincoma has already brought a child to this crazy world! That mean that I something missed through all this years!!
Most of You my dear became a really great artists!! I'm walking through your galleries and I'm concerned... You made such a progress in your works that I'm really amazed!
It breaks my heart because I'm just in the same point as I were this years ago.. Maybe older, Maybe fatter, maybe more afraid of life.. But I'm the same Monia I was. Is that ok for You? Would You hold my hand like in the old days? Would You guide me through the world of darkness, sorrow and stupid people?
I'm all Yours darlings.. All Yours...